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Sunday, September 20, 2009

It was 2.44 am in the midnight .

Had some problem just now .

Erm , not really my problem . Should be my brother .

I wish that , They treat me as I'm not in the problem . .

If my sister say those words that offence you guys , I'm here to say sorry .

What should I do ? I've hurt many people in this problem ?

Now , I felt that , I'm not that guai .

Rebeccaaa is no longer Rebeccaaa anymore . . .

I want the old Rebeccaaa back here .

What should I do ?

Now , I don't really talk to my family already . . .

As they know , I'm not that guai anymore . . .

I hate myself now !

Friends did say I lost the laughter I had last time . . .

Now , I had no much more laughter by my side .

Should I just leave this house and won't give them so much trouble .

I don't deserve everything I had now . . .

I should not have a wonderful family .

Cause , I don't even deserve it .

All , have to thanks the god .

Also here to say sorry to them .

Cause , they give me such a wonderful life , and yet , I din treasure it now .

Everything is too late . .

No point for me turning back . .

I'm really sorry to those people who really trust me a lot .

I really have nothing much more to say .

Btw , Happy Birthday to Jemaima !

Love you a lot man ! Takecare !